Howdy, all & thanks for reading this. This is going to be long, but stick with me, as I have news and changes to report.
First, I'm getting old - sure, I know we all are, but I'm getting old really quick. It's no secret to most that I'm in a wheelchair, but just how jacked up I am most people don't know - it's not something I do not wear on my shoulder, and i'm not a complainer, so if this is news I both apoligise and am glad I am able to appear as a normal person. Awesome - I try to.
As most of you also may or may not know, I quit taking orders back in April to catch up on the standing orders I already have - I felt that rather then flirt with potential clients, it was a better plan to service the ones I already have - many builders have gotten in over their heads by bringing in too much at the front, while not making bikes come out the other end - I'm not going to be that guy.
And, today I'm doing paperwork - goods in, taxes out, shipping, corespodence, posting pics online for clients, ordering parts, building supplies - I may even get a shower! Yesterday, all I could do was lay on the couch. Here's why:
I'm really jacked up. I don't have a properly working limb right now.
I'm healing, and work daily in very substantial pain - I'm used to it. But, this is exceptional.
I've got a bursitis on my right shoulder - it hurts.
I have (I think) a pinched nerve somewhere in my neck/left shoulder - I turn my head to the left, and my whole left arm goes to sleep - somewhat worrysome! Then, two days ago my left wrist popped, it's all taped up right now. It hurts!
This is on top of a plate in my neck, and rods in my spine, and all the paing from sitting in my wheelchair all day.
I'm a pretty frequent flyer at the hospital - two cortisone shots in my joints this year plus two family reunions & a good dose of the flu.
So, I've fallen behind - maybe four months or so - Sorry, very sorry.
But, I'm still building away, and I'm not going to stop. I'm just slowing down, and my work has been better & better every bicycle. I just want everyone to be on the same page. I believe in transparency.
I've just been hammering down harder then is sustainable, and I need to take care of myself. We all do. I have not been kind to my body, and as fun as it all was, I'm paying for it.
It does not help that I fillet braze, which is the most labour intensive way to build a bicycle (but, the most beautiful, along with fine lugwork, IMO) I love it - it's my passion.
You'll get your bike, I promise, it will be amazing work. It's just going to take me a little longer.
Nothing makes me as stoked as pictures of my creations being ridden all over the world, this is all I know how to do, I just want you all, my friends & peers, to know what's up. Fair?
I *will* take a few orders in Jan/2014 - not many, but some.
Pricing will be different, with a couple finish options with different prices - my old painter sold his buisiness, and the new guys are not into letting people pick any color at all unless I buy a whole jar of the color - this is very, very price prohibitive, and effective immediately I'll pick 10 to 12 "stock" colors with three topcoat options, and five sticker colors - anything else is custom, and will be sent to Spectrum Powder Works or to Ceramikote for your own special artistic vision, and you deal with them, get exactly what you want, and pay them, and then the frame comes to me for prep and assembly. This will also streamline the procedure for all - the number of colors people want actually falls into a pretty small slot - not many hot pinks or lavenders, but many of the same oranges, blues, and greens.
The products shall remain the same, using the best parts availible for assembly, like the ones above - see that? That pile is over $600.00. Yep.
Also, as time goes by, projects grow in terms of complexity - diamond frames become cruisers, hand built forks are added, custom built wheels are added (most builds go out with them) and frames become full bikes. This is great for all, but adds time.
It is what it is, and results in a finer product, but takes more time, and it all adds up.
Bikes keep getting better & better. Well over a full decade of framebuilding under my belt, and closing in quick on 1/4 a century of working on bikes professionally.
Pretty wild when you step back & look at it. A real career..........with no pension, retirement, any of that - I have to keep working, just slower, and to a finer degree of refinement - the bikes are just beautiful, I'm immensely proud of them, and I'm able to build frames magnitudes of quality higher then I ever thought I ever would - I sincerely feel like I am building some of the finest bikes ever, anything else would be a waste of everyone's time.
Beautiful add-on, glad to do it, but it takes more time.
The end product justifies the means.
Finish work like this really is a time sucker. Stunning, and it makes it worth it to both the client & myself - my legacy if I am to have one, and a cherished companion for life.
This is not off-the-hook walk down to the local bike shop stuff - it's handmade and unique and as much as everyone want me to hurry on all the bikes up to theirs & then really take my time on yours, not going to happen. Every bike gets the same excruciating attention to detail. It's the only way I know.
Nothing but the best, some assembly required........
Also, I have an orchard and second house in the desert, We have almost paid off our Flagstaff house, the shop and all that, this is where I will go to be old & putter around where there is no ice to fall on, and I can wheel around.
I got to take myself out to lunch for the first time in seven years a while ago as in Flag I am isolated and just work, but down in Camp Verde I can interact with the communtity - pretty good for your well being.
More time, but I need to think about when I'm old. We all should be - it's closer every second.
More bills as well, so fear not, I'm not quitting building anytime soon - I can't.
This is how I mountain bike now - it's hard on my body, really hard.
But what would life be without it? Hardly worthwhile in my book. I know you all feel the same.
I take it from every side as per bodily abuse.
I just can't go full throttle anymore, and to continue to not only build bikes, but lead a life worth living, I have to find a balance, a substainable one.
We are leaving for three weeks to Baja mid November - I hope (know) this will allow me to heal up - myself and my shoulders need this quite badly (and my soul)
I'm getting old quick, and have some things I need to do with my wife while I can. I hope you understand. Get out there folks, the clock is ticking.
I'll get you your version of this as soon as I can - I take the ordewr on top, build it, and do the next one.
To be clear, nobody is complaining, it's mostly my in my head, and as your reputation is the only thing you truly own, I try to maintain it. Thank You Everyone.
And lastly (please feel free to e-mail me with ANY questions, coconinocycles@yahoo
Current build queue, PLEASE contact me if you are in the top five, por favor!
Bryce B, Michael G, David M, Brad A, K-Bar, E-Mark, Steve C, Tom F, Teresa H, Deb L, Matt P, Pollard, Jim G, Kevin D, Christie D, Scott K, Scott Z3, Serge, Mike V, Shilo P, Keri P, Andrea, Steve H, Steve K (x2), Rob B, Christian L, John C, John L, Bill S, Stabo, Mike B, Lee A.
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15 comments:
Sorry to hear how laid up you've been. I love looking at the work in progress, and hope that your build queue is patient with you!
Sorry to hear how laid up you've been. I love looking at the work in progress, and hope that your build queue is patient with you!
Thanks!
I love your work and hope to see you get a bit of healing so I can see more. Heal well!
you're an inspiration to people out there steve, too bad everyone isn't gifted with this kind of work ethic and motivation.
Take care of yourself man! I'm the same age as you and know how my body feels after 30yrs of manual labor. I can only imagine how the additional damaged and replaced parts add to that. I also understand how hard it is to set down ones tools to rest, when one's used to just working harder to get through it. Self care is a skill I'm still trying to learn myself. Do what you need to do for a happy life and a happy wife. All your customers who are worthy of friendship will understand.
Enjoy Baja! Talking with the whales, minutes old pulpo with hot sauce and lime, giant cacti right up to the edge of the ocean. .... totally jealous.
-Alan
Steve, speaking as one of your customers, I'll wait as long as it takes. I think we all put down deposits because we want the best bike you can build. That means you need to be feeling your best. Sure we're all a little bit like kids waiting for Christmas, but that's just part of the fun. Take care of yourself first. Then build the bikes. We know it will be worth the wait and we appreciate how much of yourself you put into each and every one.
Sorry to hear what you have just said , I speak for us cyclists in Venezuela who have been following your work that we kinda knew , so just keep on keeping on , no ones worried I am sure , we are all proud of you and your bikes !!! please know that ....... Take a week off !!!!!! maybe you'll feel better
Darren Horne
Howdy Steve, Thanks for the update on yourself and the bike ordering scenario. All I can say is that I am happy you are the Master of your own Domain, and, more importantly, you continue to build and create things that make you happy and your friends(clients) happy! "the masses of men lead lives of quiet desperation" Henry David Thoreau....Not you! Do what you must do to keep yourself and your loved ones happy and healthy! Life is too short to be miserable most of the time! Didn't see my name on the list but I am a patient client....as long as I can get one of yer masterpieces before I get a new hip or knee, I'll be happy! And save me some peach whatever! I'll trade for some elk jerky or sausage or squash or tomatoes! Love you, Man!
Steve, I've not had the opportunity to buy a bike from you yet. I always enjoy your posts on the forums, and love your work. Be well my friend, take care of yourself! I hope to get in your queue in a year or two, if for no other reason then because you're a great dude!
Thanks for the update and I am sorry to hear about your health issues. I will be waiting patiently for an excellent frame. Best of luck!
Andrea
Take care of yourself first, Mr. G. I want to keep drooling over your work for a while to come.
There's honesty in every word....stuff that most builders hide for one reason or another. My hat goes off to you-you are an inspiration as always.
Steve - You are a legend and an inspiration to us all! Have a blast in Baja and keep up the incredible work.
Rob L.
i'll wait as long as it takes. super-stoked to see my name in the queue! feel better, friend.
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